2012-06-21

The road to happyness

List out all the things that make you happy. The things that define your happiness. And, then draw a dependency graph of those things. i.e. what you'd need to get those things. Go multiple levels down. Eg: A depends on B depends on C.

How many of those come down to money?

2012-06-15

Decisions

Alright. This is in stone (well almost :P).

Thou shall not rant.
Thou shall not crib.
Thou shall not falter.
Thou shall let go.
Thou shall build your fort back again, brick by brick.

The graph is out there. The markers have been placed. The paths are known. Just got to walk it. So, FTW.

2012-06-04

fml

I havent felt so low in a long time now. I am completely broken. I havent slept a wink last night and I cannot think straight anymore. I have lost trust in people. I have lost hope. I have lost all my confidence. I feel like a complete loser. I have been stripped naked, humiliated and shat on. The pathetic part is, I have no shoulder to hide my face into and I am coming here to dump my weight. Also, I want to remember this day. That this day happened because of my own folly.

I am desperately scrambling for the broken pieces of myself to try and put them back. I know I will be back. I know I will be fine. But this day changes things. Forever.