I havent felt so low in a long time now. I am completely broken. I havent slept a wink last night and I cannot think straight anymore. I have lost trust in people. I have lost hope. I have lost all my confidence. I feel like a complete loser. I have been stripped naked, humiliated and shat on. The pathetic part is, I have no shoulder to hide my face into and I am coming here to dump my weight. Also, I want to remember this day. That this day happened because of my own folly.

I am desperately scrambling for the broken pieces of myself to try and put them back. I know I will be back. I know I will be fine. But this day changes things. Forever.