2006-05-10

walking in circles

Evenings at baywatch., taking strong over-doses of caffeine and nicotine.

Lying on the beach sand gazing the stars.

Beer at breakpoint., watching people play snooker.

Driving pointlessly on deserted roads in the middle of the night.

Sitting on pavements watching traffic go by.

Heh.

WTF is wrong with me? am I walking in circles?

3 comments:

Su said...

You're enjoying Chennai at its best :)

Da Rodent said...

:) hopefully...

gk said...

This is in response to the counter-comment you made at tamilpunkster.blogspot.com

I respect your comment for the fact that you placed your emotions and logic right in there places...

my dear friend I do not make foolish assumtion that I know things... Infact let me say that looking at vast learning which I need to do I do not know anything...

Yes, people needed to do their reading because many of their FACTS were wrong, then people argue on top of it...

And you may not have found all men suck statement, but that doesn't mean it wasn't there... read the generalizations on posts, read the counter-comments and suddenly you'll see it (we may differ here again)...But it doesn't matter because what I wanted was person who is emotion driven than logic... You must have heard idiom if it is not straight, it is crooked up...

Did you see reactions of each commentor 'a few were ignorant-a few ignoring', the subtle games of playing victim & victimizer(which I was) herding together, And did you observe each comment and it's whole build up... ??? you might not have done that because you may not have time for it... but i have been following it because that was what I was doing....

""""You believe in something., and when someone else expresses something else in contradiction., you jump to a conclusion that the other person is wrong., and that _IS_ a judgement which _YOU_ think is correct."""" No my friend, people have different views on same topic... you must have heard story of 5 blind men and an elephant... all of them were right but incomplete... I did not pass judgements, I only had opinions with which I was trying to build a complete picture of reactions by value system...

A wise person would have quietly deleted my comments instead of getting into War of words which no one can win...

But yes, humble I'm trying to be for I fear if I'll disrespect a poor, starving or an unfortunate soul even unintentionally...

If you think an anonymous name 'gk' and bunch of bloggers who cannot distinguish between belief, value, opinion & judgement will satisfy my ego then you are wrong... If you think a few literates who think 'analyzing is writing emotions on any topic', can satisfy my ego then my friend you are wrong... Bragging will not give me anything, will not help me with anything... and these people will forget after 10 seconds what I even bragged...

My ego is satisfied only when someone shows me what I cannot see, when I can learn something outrageous, when someone gives a spin to dynamo between my ears...Now that is ego satisfaction...


But I really want to thank you for atleast writing a balanced post rather than guided by only emotions...

And dear friend we differ again because for me humility is first step only in realization, wisdom is selfish and knowledge is neutral...